Every morning I wake up and we repeat the same drill that are in the
subconscious part of my brain. I wake up and scan around if anyone is studying
or using time productively. If they do, I do too because I don’t want to be
left out. Nothing personal, not jealousy or hunt down someone academically. I’m
just afraid for myself. I’m afraid that I might be down looked by my friends if
I fetch low score. I flip few pages
and see if there anything I should keep in mind or throw it out of my memory.
After that I go brush, wash up and prepare for breakfast and class together.
On the way I meet lots of hot
opposite sexes whom I wish to acquaint (not reallyL).
When I enter the class, sometimes my mind flip
and direct me to going someplace quiet and serene, but I have never changed my
direction when I’m about reach my destination. Even if there is risk involved,
I make sure I take it or do it. I remember playing volleyball, and assisting
team to take over the game when there was rare hope of winning. At the end I
concluded: never turn your back on your nearest future because it is never
always deleterious. When time comes, our energy or boost of adrenalin can
influence a team or even larger group. All we have to do is to make sure that
it gives a clear constructive result.
